The Break

[7/5/2012]  I hesitate to post this entry.  It was one of my last entries on my LiveJournal account, and was basically the breaking point in my life.  I feel I should preface this by saying that not long after posting this I sought help, and ended up moving back home with my parents to begin what has now been over 3 years of gruelling psychological treatment for long-term major depressive disorder (apparently they don't call it depression any more) and anxiety.

I leave this here as a reminder to myself of how I used to be.




Basically I have been informed today that if I do not have a job within a week, I will not be welcome in this house any more.  So instead of spending time looking for work and/or other options, I am now forced to spend this next week packing, looking for people to sell my shit to, taking my cat to the pound, and then looking for a ditch to go and OD in.


SO.


For Sale:
22" Samsung WS LCD monitor
5.1 surround sound Logitech speakers + console adapter
G15 mk2 keyboard
MX1000 Logitech wireless mouse
Antec Nine Hundred gamer's PC case
Mobo + dual-core AMD CPU
8800GT
2 gb RAM
HDD + DVD drives
Nintendo DS + M3Real
iPod Video 30gb + cable
Sennheiser earbuds
Nokia N73
Huge collection of manga, DVDs, games, CDs, and books.
Clothes, bedding, linen etc.


And one friend who doesn't seem to understand how the world, and people, function.




Anyone that is interested, please get in contact with me.  All proceeds will be donated to a charity of some sort.